Today is the last day of high school.
Like every other senior on the planet,
I'm ready to be done.
But I can't help but be immensley sad.
I've grown so comfortable with everything.
And how is it that just as I get comfortable with my life,
it all changes dramaticly.
I guess the other thing is that I'm completely mortified
about college.
I'm scared I'm going fuck everything up
and not make any friends,
or get invited to any parties.
I'll just turn into a big shut in nerd who
spends every moment online.
I'm scared I won't ever get a boyfriend.
A serious boyfriend.
I'm scared I'll flunk out of class because I suck at school
and I have no clue how the hell I'm going to make it.
I know that this summer will go too fast, and before long, I'll be saying goodbye to my friends, my family, my dog.....and it will be so hard not being able to see them everyday and laugh and cry and say crazy things that make any sense. Fuck.....Fuck fuck Fuck fuck Fuck
1 comment:
It is super duper scary to stop doing something you've basically done for the entirety of your life thus far. I freaked out a little bit at first, but once you get settled down with stuff, it isn't so bad.
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