My whole life, I've tried to be an independent woman, but that's a little fucking hard when your parents do everything for you and when you say you want to do it yourself, they freak out. If I can't make my own mistakes, how the hell am I going to learn from them? It's the worst feeling in the world when they finally let me do something on my own and the make me feel incompetent the entire process. I'm at the point where I'll just act like I can't do anything and see how they feel then. Yes, sometimes I do retarded things but they can just deal with it.I understand they want to "protect" me but I'm not gonna be here forever.
I hope they fucking move out of state because I am honestly at my breaking point. I'm sick of my mom freaking out on my dad every damn day for stupid things, and I'm done hearing my dad complain about stupid things like his fucking back and his ear ache. Maybe I'll just be like my brother and barely be home every day, cause ill be out with my friends all the time.
I can't wait for Friday so I can get a break from this psychotic household. I just want to be my own person and not rely on them for every fucking thing.
Sure if they move I'll miss them and want to see them but I can deal with not seeing them all the time cause they are all so effing crazy.
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