My parents can't afford to pay the rest of my tuition.
And that has put a hold on my account.
Which means I can't register for classes next week for next semester.
I'm also sort of depressed.
I can't sleep at night. (see previous blog)
Im not making any friends.
I feel like a loner all the time and all I want to do is lay in bed and never get up.
I talked to my mom today and she said she was going to "talk to them and see if they can work something out"
My parents say those words everytime I want something everyone else gets but they cant afford.
Yes I appreciate it.
But im sick of feeling like a charity case everytime I do something.
And it's college.
The university isn't going to make a special exception for an average 2.0 student to not pay their tuition.
So I told my mom I really wouldn't mind coming home.
Go to LCC for a semester, get my pre-reqs out of the way.
Get a good job and save money.
That way I can come back here next year with money, my shit together, and with the people that I love and will always know will be there.
I'll be able to get a car and wont be stuck all the time.
And I honestly think it will be a trillion times better.
But, there is going to be someone out there who will guilt me into staying here.
Where I'll spend the rest of the year in a zombie like state.
Because no one will understand that it sucks to feel like this all the time.
They'll think it's just a phase and it'll all get better.
but it wont.
2 comments:
Dude, this has my life written all over it. It will be better if we're both home next semester, it will make us half as lame. Plus then we can all go off to western next year and have a blast. im sick of this college crap.
Okay. I just think my life will be way better with friends actually around to enjoy it with me. because I clearly have no people skills as it is.
So I've made my decision.
Hopefully my parents will understand...
gulll not looking forward to that conversation
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