Stuck in a Rut

So this is my prom dress. Just thought I'd share. I haven't ordered it yet but that's definitely the one I'm getting.

I'm so sick of winter. I love snow days but that's pretty much it.

Also, this weekend has pretty much sucked.
My parents got in a really bad fight
And I'm very upset with my dad. Not because of the fight, but how he treated me during the whole situation.
I also had a very good heart to heart with my brother but we got onto the topic of my depression and it brought back a lot of bad shit. Not that I'm going to fall back into it but it was still hard to talk about. I told him stuff that I've never told anyone before.
Now I'm stuck at a house with three sleeping babies. All of them periodically waking up crying.
Also, I have to say goodbye to my nephew Jack tomorrow and I really don't want to. I love him so much and it's hard to know that I won't be able to see him for weeks.
I've been sick for about a week now. It's starting to let up but I'm not keeping my hopes up.
I'm still worrying about Kristi every day. I hope that she gets better soon. One day she is great and the next she is just so sad. It's heartbreaking.
My tattoo is killing me and its got me worried. It's so scabby and dry. I can't remember my other tattoos being this way. But I may or may not have had the same thoughts during the heal process of my others. It just sucks because it's right on my neck and I'm constantly moving my neck around. I hate driving right now because I can't turn and look around. Dangerous stuff.
It's all just going to hell. I think I just need a day in the sun. And I definitely need to start working out more. It just sucks cause I don't want to spend 3 dollars every day at the pool swimming.
And I feel a little guilty cause I'm smoking in a non smoking house and all I want to right now is go home and sleep in my own bed.